this i miss part one.

things that i miss:
1) my comforter (slash having my bed against a wall)--this is important because now that i actually sleep, it would be nice to have a bed that was long enough slash i could comfortably pass out/curl up and read in.
2) guacamole --i am ALWAYS craving guacamole, but i don't think it actually exists here. it doesn't matter how delicious mama gianna's dinners are (which, can surly attest to, they are incredible--such that i often feel like i have eaten entire babies for dinner, and then subsequently must lay on my bed for a while to stretch out and hate my existence a little because i ACTUALLY HURT from eating so much...) i STILL ALWAYS CRAVE GUACAMOLE. no matter how ill i feel from eating unhealthy amounts of pesto lasagna (omg incredible) or pointedly menta gelato hits the spot...i would always, ALWAYS like some guacamole. i just want a few freaking avocados, okay? oh my godddddddd i miss mexican food sooooo much. note to self: next time you must fend for yourself (i.e. weekend) make a mexican dinner. tortilla chips and guacamole included.
3) normal fucking gum--no one everyone smokes here....there is no decent gum to replace this unhealthy form of oral fixation. besides, none of the gum is wrapped in foil, meaning it is IMPOSSIBLE to make grillz.
4) sadie-kins--i miss the love of my life more than any other kind spirit in animal or human form.
5) sleepovers omg i love sleepovers, except the rules of the program state that you are not allowed to bring guests back to your host family's house (even though it is designed to prevent a certain type of guest, it encompasses all), so even crashing at elly's or sarah b's is pretty much out of the question, so i just have to walk home at 6am, which is fine, except i'm not always up for a gang bang (which is evidently what happens to girls who walk around alone that early in the morning).


i wish i would've brought a huge-ass comfy sweatshirt (like the seahawks one i stole from my dad) and FREAKING SKITTLES OH MY GOD I MISS SKITTLES SOOOOO MUCH (as well as oreos. double stuffed oreos....) i realize that the fact that i am complaining about all the food that i miss and wish i had when i am in ITALY (which unlike jess pool's meals, which are comprised of unicolored blobs of unidentifiable nuclear debirs, i have some of the best food in all of europe) is quite ironic. however, i truly look forward to the day that i am able to gorge myself on skittles, guacamole, and double-stuffed oreos.